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Saturday, August 27, 2005

Alone...

After a fulfilling work week, it feels kinda empty when you are lying on your couch and it dawned on you that you still have the weekend to complete the cycle. And you know that you are truly alone on a Friday night when there are so many activities out there yet there is almost nowhere you really want to go and no-one whom you feel like talking to, at that moment in time.

The problem is, there will always be one person whom you really want to speak to. All you need to do is to dial the number. So simple, yet things get so complicated when emotions get into the picture. Things might have seem much easier if there is no such person in your life in the first place.

Also thinking of the way acquaintances move along. Was reminiscing on some time back when I met a nice group(not everyone is exactly "nice", but it was a nice group, alright?) and we had some good times.

Ironically, I did not get close to a few of them until the group kinda stopped meeting up on a frequent basis. People whom I never thought I might be close to. Short calls to check on and catch up on each other. Small but significant actions that indicated our acquaintance had meant something and it was heart-warming that I am deemed worthy of their friendship. Yes, they are friends now.

While I have made ties, it is also sour to witness how others have withered.

Once confidants, now acquaintances. Formerly lovers, now seemingly strangers.

People move on. Each with different lifestyle and paths to pursue.

Maybe eternity is way too much to ask for. Once that page is closed, we should just be contented with whatever we have had. Eternity... that will always be in our memories, wouldn't it be? Meanwhile, I'll just pursue for more.

There will always be someone whom I will want to talk to.

This is for me and I mean every word.

"Alone" by Heart
I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get through alone
How do I get through alone
You don't know how long I have waited
to touch your lips and hold you tight, oh
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone
Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get through alone
How do I get through alone
How do I get through alone
How do I get through alone
Alone, alone

11 Comments:

At 7:56 AM, Blogger Jaschocolate said...

This sounds so sad but true...

 
At 8:45 AM, Blogger sassyjan said...

旧的不去新的不来。。。

让以往的过去成为回忆, 从头再创造自己的未来吧!


With all the people qround you who care,
you know you're never truly alone :)

 
At 9:02 AM, Blogger Catherine *MeowMeow* said...

All endings are also the beginnings...

Each time when the relationship ends also meant the start of another chapter in your life which is waiting for you to discover.

Dun ponder too much on the past, we have to learn to let go sometimes...

 
At 10:41 AM, Blogger nahele said...

like you say, people do change, for better or for worse, well, let's just hope it's the former =)

"Once confidants, now acquaintances. Formerly lovers, now seemingly strangers.

People move on. Each with different lifestyle and paths to pursue. "

been through all that, so i understand how that feels. but then, let us move on with our goals in sight, and try to lead a happy life =) ain't an easy thing, but at least we tried.

and at least you do have someone you can and want to talk to. i would feel very much lucky and blessed if i have that.

 
At 10:07 PM, Blogger kelawar kilat said...

It was good to see you that night, albeit briefly.

 
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At 11:14 PM, Blogger Nals said...

hi!
Did not want to invade your privacy, but guess all of us go through this phase and believe me the friday and saturday night loneliness syndrome , cud be killing.
I really liked the poem you wrote.

 
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At 11:31 PM, Blogger aLusTrieL said...

how true....

 

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