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Sunday, July 03, 2005

Addiction...

Its been a very nice weekend. Chasing time and meeting schedules. Spending quality time in good companies. This evening, I decided to spend some time alone. I turned down the buddies' offer for dinner in town just so that I can cut some slack on my travelling. Settled my meal nearby and caught the movie "Initial D". Its not bad for a fan, it pretty much went according to the anime edition.

Lots of thoughts have been running through my mind recently. Things have been going well in my life but my mind just loves to play games. Its kinda related to my new-found addiction.

Drinking and smoking. Lately, I have not been into much of them. It was like some focus of mine shifted and I do not try to make time specifically for them like before. My two core addictions, now defunct.

In their places, a new addiction. An addiction which makes me realise the true definition of an "addiction", beyond what adjectives can ever do. I let myself yearn completely to this addiction. I felt guilty, as if I was losing control. I needed restrain. Restrain had always possess "Seasonal Parking" in my plans. It was essential in keeping me "safe". But lately I realise, restrain may not be the way to go if I wanted to grow.

Addiction is all part of life. It just keeps u passionate. What is life without any passion? A life of passion, thats what I would love to embrace.

I realise, addiction is such a bliss. The good thing about such bliss? You can never get enough of it.

9 Comments:

At 11:48 PM, Blogger Postmaster-General said...

Careful. All obsessions are unhealthy. All addictions can turn around and bite you.

 
At 4:08 PM, Blogger violet gem said...

i have to agree to pg. we have to know when to draw the line and exercise restrain.

 
At 6:50 PM, Blogger palahniuk said...

Nice dude, u mirrored my thoughts exactly. passion keeps us alive; addiction is just a side effect.

 
At 10:35 AM, Blogger Lost In Transition said...

I have the same problem with my head playing mind games with myself once everything seems to go smoothly...=P so whats this other addiction huh huh??

 
At 11:37 AM, Blogger Betsy said...

Addiction takes on many forms, they can consume you and before you know it your life is not your own. It is a scary situation to be in.

 
At 5:43 PM, Blogger Ah 9 said...

COMPLETELY QUIT?? sure? hehee

 
At 7:49 PM, Blogger TriplePeriod said...

postmaster: Stop it. You are scaring me...

amithyst: Good for yer.

oil: Hmmm..passion and addiction. Which one keeps us alive and which one is responsible for the addiction..hmm..

lost in transition: Having followed your blog for quite some time, I believe that you would know the answer.

betsy: Your life will always be your life. Maybe it will evolve "abit"..but still your own. Hur hur hur..

ah9: Go social lah. But even then, no easy u know?

 
At 2:46 AM, Blogger Zen|th said...

I agree with postmaster-general. One should keep a careful eye on their addictions.

 
At 5:17 PM, Blogger brenbren said...

'Addiction is all part of life. It just keeps u passionate.' I so agree with this and I live by my addictions too. So what they are threatening sometimes, life is nothing without fears..

Thanks for dropping by.. Cheers!

 

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